Thursday, 6 December 2012
I just can't believe it, time do flies so fast. I remembered I was so screwed up on my first day of holidays and now, it's the first week of December already. To be honest, I am not ready for 2013. I am not ready to be a super senior. I am not ready to face SPM. I am not ready to make history. I am not ready for whatever that will happen in 2013.
Two Thousand Thirteen, it symbolises that I am growing old, growing mature, growing my physical ability, growing my mental ability, growing everything that I can to be the best of myself. All of these years during high school, I believe that I am not being myself. How I wish I can turn back the time and change everything.
Two Thousand Thirteen, it symbolises that I will have a bigger commitment in everything that I am in. No more lazy Eyman going around school doing nothing. No more making myself into someone else's troubles for the sake of saving friendship. No more being nice to everyone who will eventually backstab me when I need their help.
To make my dreams come true, I have to work hard and smart. There's no use if I keep on reading things but I did not understand it. Being someone important in my batch, I have to keep my personality clean for next year, no more hefty Eyman going here and there, mingling. I have to pass through obstacles by obstacles. Have solve one problem to another. No more procrastinating things. What should be done, must be done, vice versa. I should plan my future correctly. I want to be a chartered accountant, then I must strive for it. I want to further my studies to Australia, I have to work to make it happen. No more lazybum Eyman. Just keep on focusing.
Convincing myself about 2013,
Eyman Asyraf Masfazil
what we could have been, 2:28 am.
