Thursday, 31 May 2012
Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah , I am 16. I am supposed to be 16 at 31st of May at 11:10am. 10 minutes before clock striked 12 , everyone wished me while I was Skype-ing with one of my Sekolah Seri Puteri friends.
Basically , I am 16 already and yeah , I can't believe I am. I was dreaming of turning into 16 when I was 13. At that age , I always dreamed about turning into 16 so that I can no longer stick to the senior's rules in school and yadayadayada.
Let me list out some of the special birthday wishes :
" One , Two , Three...
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to Eyman,
Happy Birthday to You. "
- Farah Najwa
"Without you knowing this, I am glad that you are friend. Not much people will say this, but you are special in value. Happy Birthday Eyman. I'm hoping that you are happy with what I did for your friendship :D"
- Danial Aizam
"hey dude! happy birthday! (eventhough you and me knew that i was the earliest wisher ;D )"
- Maisarah Mortaza
"Yo brothaa. Happy birthday from an awesome girl :)"
- Ardanea Arabi
"again n happy birthday. have a blast :D"
- Nurul Afiqah Ghani
"okay fine, nak jugak. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMAM :D"
- Soraya Shukree
"hb dude"
- Fadhil Bakrie
am Moody,
Eyman Asyraf Masfazil
what we could have been, 12:59 pm.
Wednesday, 30 May 2012
Assalamualaikum.
39th HKSBP in STAR has just finished. Some of them cheered and some of them shed their tears. As for the winner for Basketball both male and female, Congratulations you guys ! And for those who made it to the finals, Congratulations !
But me, one of the Starians who cried for everything. The moment I get to know that my teammates lost to Sekolah Seri Puteri in Debat Bahasa Melayu during the Quarter Finals, my heart cried. I know that I might not be there , supporting the team but my prayer is always for them. I cried.
Then , our hope is on our Star English Debate because they made to the Semi Finals. They were against Sekolah Dato Abdul Razak. After all of the long speeches, the result was announced. My heart was broken once again. My dream of 2012 of going to the PICC for the finals has just gone.
Again, I stand up back. Thanks for those who lift my spirit up back especially Danial Aizam , Putri Aida Sofiea , Farah Najwa , Fadhil Bakrie and Wan Hafizan.
Thank you,
Eyman Asyraf Masfazil
what we could have been, 2:43 pm.
Monday, 28 May 2012
I AM BACK AND WILL UPDATE ABOUT MY TRIP FOR UMRAH SOON !
what we could have been, 10:59 pm.
Monday, 14 May 2012
In The Name of Allah The Most Beneficent and Most Merciful
Assalamualaikum.
I had the most tiring day of my life after I did these few things :
- Sent my Biology homework to Mrs. Hjh Norishah
- Meet my friends at school and apologise to them
- Meet all the teachers at school and apologise to them
- Meet my bff at school
- Meet my foster brother at school
- Meet my long-time-no-talk friend at school.
- Call Farhana Faiz for an hour.
- Buy Big Apple Donuts for Fadhil, Saiful, Hafiz, Amirul, Emil and Farhan.
- Buy a t-shirt for Amirul at Aeon Station 18.
Basically, I am so tired. Tired of today. Well, listening to Wan's problem, listening to Amirul's problem, listening to what the teachers advice me, listening to all those wishes for those who wished me *honestly, thank you !* And many more.
After I performed my Zohor prayer, I went to Fadhil's dorm to give him a shirt that I bought at F.O.S at Ipoh Parade yesterday. That was so damn awesome ! He liked it so much and alhamdulillah, it fit him so much ! He looks cool in it. And yeah, it was worth it.
Then, I went to my dorm and meet all of my friends. Amirul was there on his bed. I woke him up from his nap. He hugged me and said
After I performed my Zohor prayer, I went to Fadhil's dorm to give him a shirt that I bought at F.O.S at Ipoh Parade yesterday. That was so damn awesome ! He liked it so much and alhamdulillah, it fit him so much ! He looks cool in it. And yeah, it was worth it.
Then, I went to my dorm and meet all of my friends. Amirul was there on his bed. I woke him up from his nap. He hugged me and said
" Eyman, lepas ni boringlah aku, takde orang yang nak teman aku mandi before dinner. Takde orang yang akan ajak aku tidur surau every night. Takde orang yang akan tolong aku dalam addmaths"
His words touched me so hard. I almost cried but I hold it because I don't want any of my friends and also my BFF to know that its very hard to leave them for Umrah.
I cried in the car.
After I arrived home, I felt very very tired. I even slept while eating my dinner.
Guys, I promise, I will come back on the 26th of May. Mark my word. Now, its time for me to focus on my ibadah. This 10 days I must fully utilise for my ibadah. Guys, I will pray for all of us, our batchmates ( Broviiians ) , our school and our teachers. Insyaallah.
Honestly,
Eyman Asyraf Masfazil
what we could have been, 11:45 pm.
Sunday, 13 May 2012
In The Name of Allah, The Most Beneficent and Most Merciful.
Assalamualaikum.
How are you ? I am here with the most pleasure of living in this beautiful world created by Allah S.W.T. For those who don't know, I guess I should tell all of you, the one who always read my blog. Insyallah, in 2 days time, I'll be going to Jeddah to perform my umrah with my family and some of my mom's friends. My flight will be at 3.20pm at KLIA on the 15th of May 2012 until the 25th of May 2012.
Honestly, my family, especially both of my mom and dad prepared so many things before going for our first time ever of performing umrah together. I am very happy for this kind of moment, spending our 10 quality days for praying , reciting the Koran , perform our sunat prayers , our Tawaf Sunat and many more. There were many things that I also prepared myself especially on my personal doa. Insyallah, this umrah will be my first and ever of my Mabrur Umrah. With hope that all of my sins will be forgiven by the Most Gracious and Most Merciful.
Deep inside, I am honestly sad. My heart is crying out loud and it pumped so hard. I am so anxious to go there but with the same feeling of fear to meet Him. Last week, I fully utilized my days in school, praying that everything will be fine. But at one point, I suddenly felt that my time is almost up. I don't know, I might die during my umrah, who knows ? Maybe yes, maybe no. Only Allah knows the right time for me to leave. I cried , cried a lot on last Friday. I don't want that that Friday will be my last time of meeting my friends in school especially Emil , Amirul , Farhan , Fadhil , Wandin , Amjad , Fikri and many more. They were the one who always treat me like I am their own true friend. Hope that I will meet you all soon after I arrive back to Malaysia.
There's nothing much I wanna ask from all of you. I want all of my readers to pray for me and my family's safe journey to and back from Umrah, a safe and easy of performing my Umrah and *insert any personal Doa of yours here* .
It is hard for me to take everything easy but I believe in Allah that everything will be fine, Insyaallah.
Sincerely,
Eyman Asyraf Masfazil
what we could have been, 9:01 pm.
