Thursday, 22 March 2012
Assalamualaikum.
Yeah , I agree. I blog less for this week. I've been so busy to even turn on my laptop to update anything on my blog. Having some other problems , saving my feeling for that someone , collecting precious papers to buy things and stuffs and yeah , that very one little thing that I kinda hate to do but I have to , STUDY.
While I'm living in this whole mysterious world , I found out that I should have been doing something great to people but instead I did nothing best for them. What I did was being so sarcastic to other people. Haih-,-' What am I talking about ? This is what happen when my mind is not fully focus on writing in a blog post. I'm sorry.
At some point , I just wanna leave this internet world for awhile , to go out and live my life like a real person.
i'm so out of topic,
Eyman Asyraf.
what we could have been, 5:41 pm.
Monday, 19 March 2012
" It's over between us. I'm over you. You were just here to....to leave my heart all broken. " Kai spoke while Sunny is walking towards the door. She never expect that this is their ending. Their fight should not ended like this. She fall on her knees , crying. What Kai told her was frustrating. She never expect that he'll talk like that.
Sunny went to her car and drove away from Kai's house , forgetting about what had happened. At some point , she decided to stop her car. She went outside and suddenly , rain falls from the sky. I will cry my heart out , nobody will know because it is raining , she thought. The tears came down slowly , from her eyes.
" Alone in this slightly wide room unlike always
It’s over, guess it’s over
The story that we made went in vain
[We] fell apart this easily "
She sang slowly. She hoped that it will make her feel better. Better than never.
One mistake, got a one regret
“No one’s perfect”
Even if I tried saying that,
Whatever I do, the wounds can’t heal
I’m going to embark on a time machine
If I would be able to go meet you again
I wouldn’t ask for more
Before it becomes a distant fleeting memory
I need a time machine oh
I need a time machine oh
The time I’m passing by alone is too slow
[This] mistake’s punishment is too heavy
The words that you last left
Up to now is replaying continuously
My heart still hurts
Just one mistake, just one regret
It’s selfish but it’s because love you
www.sonems.net
I’m going to embark on a time machine
If I would be able to go meet you again
I wouldn’t ask for more
Before it becomes a distant fleeting memory
I need a time machine
If I can jump through time and space and be able to meet you
Say, even if [we] come to the same conclusion,
there wouldn’t be any regrets for sure.
I’m going to embark on a time machine
If I would be able to go meet you again
I wouldn’t ask for more
Before it becomes a distant fleeting memory
Before our memories are forgotten
Gimme a time machine oh
Gimme a time machine oh
Gimme a time machine "
Sunny looked up into the sky , letting the rain falls on her face , washing those tears away. She smiled.
* * * * *
Assalamualaikum.
So , you've heard the new music video of SNSD called Time Machine ? Above was the english translation of the Japanese Version song. That song has a very deep meaning. I almost cried watching its video eventhough there was nothing much in the video. So here's the video
no time machine can get the time back because my future is your past,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 12:02 am.
Sunday, 18 March 2012
I've found someone better than you :D
what we could have been, 10:08 pm.
Friday, 16 March 2012
Assalamualaikum.
I was chatting with my friend one day and she suddenly asked me this question :
" Between girls who wears hijab and girls who is free-hair , which one do you prefer ? "
I honestly thinks that this type of question is very hard to answer , harder than the question in PMR. LOL me.
Okay , back to the question. I deeply wonder why she asked but since she asked , I will answer it honestly. And yeah , don't ask me which girl asked me this question , okay ?
Girls with Hijab , they are covering what they should cover but some of them are covering their aurat is just because they follow the new trend such as Shawls and Pashmina. But I sincerely like girls who wear hijab because I sincerely thinks that they are covering their true beauty from others. To girls who wears hijab for the purpose of following the new trends , please , repent , you are not covering your aurat at all. Covering your aurat needs your sincerity in doing that such way.
Girls with free-hair , I adore them so much. I see their true beauty almost everytime but when I think of back , girls' true beauty should be covered and they should cover it with sincerity , not following the trends. But I'm not forcing you to wear your hijab or whatsoever.
In conclusion , I prefer girls in any way because each girls has their own style. Sometimes I prefer them in Hijab , sometimes I prefer them as in free-hair. But deeply , I prefer girls with hijab.
So , I answered the question already , is it ?
If any of you who would like to ask anything , just post in my twitter account which is @Ey_Asyraf , okay ?
Sincerely,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 3:33 pm.
Wednesday, 14 March 2012
Dear Viiinairats ,
Please be good okay ? I notice that there are a lot of changes in us. From normal to good , from normal to bad , from good to bad and from bad to worse , too ! But yeah , I never cared much because I think its not me who determine whether you should change or not , its yourself. I don't want us to be separated , yes. Sometimes , when I see other batch from other school , I envy them so much. How their batchleader lead their batch and all. Even some of them made their own batch song !
Okay , it is important for us to focus right now. I heard that almost half of the batch of Quintessence in STF got 9A and yeah , their penghuluwati got number 52 , which is also a 9A student. SEE ? We need to stay focus ! And now , I am hoping that this Mid Year Exam next fortnight , we will do our best , as best as how we did for our PMR !
And yes , please , I don't wanna hear any bad things about us from other school. Until now , alhamdulillah , no bad things about us I got from other schools. I just want us to be the way that we are now.
I realised that after we streamed into our new classes , I miss the old 4S. MISS THEM SO MUCH ! I miss Hasif , Iddin , the old Amirul Danial , our ketuabatch , Amir and so many more. Yeah , its a bummer having the new 4S since that there are newcomers to 4S. And yes , I miss my old deskmate/Bff !
i miss everything,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 9:46 pm.
Tuesday, 13 March 2012
Assalamualaikum.
I wanted to talk about some things that happened in my life a few days back. And yeah , this topic was once become a trending topic in Twitter. It is about Typical Mentality of Typical People..
Have you ever saw someone , your friends maybe , talk such these way :
" Hey tengok minah tu , dia tak pakai tudung , mesti minah playgirl en ? "
" Tengok mamat tu , bukak aurat , gerenti solat melepas entah ke mana en ? "
" Tengok ah tu , orang kaya derma kat tabung masjid , nak show off ah tu "
" Pakai iPhone/Blackberry , gerenti budak kaya "
" Dia kawan dengan budak cina dowh , mesti Pendidikan Agama Islam dia fail "
etc etc
Crossed any of that dialogues before ? Okay , I may be exaggerated too much but you get my point.
So , what is with these typical people with typical mentality ? Wait Eyman , WHO IS THESE TYPICAL PEOPLE WITH TYPICAL MENTALITY ? Good question *thumbs up* ! Actually , those people is the people that revolves around you , it does not matter whether they are your teachers , your family members , your friends , your bffs yadayada.
My point of this blog post is not about them , is about how to control YOUR mentality. People around the world , we actually should not just let our words got through our tongue and mouth. THINK before you SAY SOMETHING. And remember , not to judge a book by its cover. What you say is what people will remember.
Okay , here's a video for you to watch. I hope that you all will get what my point and Aiman's point.
Enjoy the video !
Lovatically In Love,
Eyman Asyraf.
what we could have been, 12:48 am.
Monday, 12 March 2012
meet the Lovebirds ; Afina Hakim & Luqman D.Tasrin
Assalamualaikum.Last saturday , after I went out with Ameerul Ahwaz to Sunway Pyramid , we decided *as planned* to go to KDU College to support our school debate team. After the 2nd match of STAR vs Sri Permata , me and Ameerul went around the college with Aliff Nazrin , finding the TKC-ians , STF-ians and SSP-ians and who did we all met ? Apparently , we met Aida Shahima , Afina Hakim and Amirah Affendi !
I remembered the moment when I stepped out from the hall , Luqman shouted my name " Eyman , do you see her anywhere ? " and I was like , " Who is her ? ". Luqman kept quiet. Now I know who is 'her'.
Okay , back to my topic.
I salute both Luq and Finaa because Finaa came and supported Luq all the way till the end that Saturday. I am proud of Luq actually of having Finaa as his girlfriend. I never found any girl who is so supportive like Finaa. And yeah , I can see that Luq was all shy whenever me and Kak Nisa was around him when he was talking with Finaa. Ahh , jelly !
To both of the lovebirds , goodluck ! I wish both of you the best ! And hey luq , keep on with the debates ! I want to see our school english debate team make their way to the finals in PPM !
jelly gila,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 1:47 am.
Friday, 9 March 2012
She was the one who made me believe in myself. She was the one who opened my eyes to a better life. I cherished everyday of my life hearing to her songs , just to avoid myself from being depressed. Her songs , the vibes always making me feel calm whenever I turn on to her songs. Whenever I watch her in movies , she got me overwhelmed. She never stop making her fans smile and keep on continuing staying strong.
The day when I got the news that she entered Timberline Knolls , my heart almost stop beating. I felt dead and confuse. People around me kept saying that she took drugs , alcohol but I didn't trust them. Until the day where she finally got out from Timberline Knolls , the truth was spoken.
She was on bipolar. Then , I got to know what was bipolar and now , I finally know that I am having bipolar. I slept at 5 am and wake up at 6 am , eat a lot and keep on continue eating. I always tend to get so jealous when I see my slim and slender friends , eating a lot of food without gaining weight in a big amount of fat. While me , I eat a little , I gain weight. I eat a lot , I gain weight. Eventually if I keep on doing the same thing , the same thing will happen.
There was this one day when my friend asked me ;
" Eyman , don't you wanna grow some muscles ? And lose your weight ? I can see from far that you're fat enough "
I almost cried hearing what he stated about me. Deep inside , I'm hurt. I just wanna be like everyone else , be thin and secure with their physical appearances. I tried everything , doing push ups everyday *in a very private place* , sit ups and all but in the end , gaining weight is the result.
The moment I heard that Demi Lovato is going to launch her own documentary , ' Demi Lovato : Stay Strong ' documentary , I got so overwhelmed and can't wait to watch it ! After I spent my one-hour of watching the documentary , I started believing in myself again. She opened my eyes again , she opened my heart. She inspired me to become someone who believes in myself. Now , I am not ashamed to wear my clothes without having my stomach being hold to make me look thin. I am not ashamed to make people tease me because I stick to my status quo , physical appearances does not count but what does count is our health. Health is our wealth. If we are thin but we have cancers and all , that is not healthy. If we are fat but we always go out and pay everyday and apply the food pyramid in our lives , that is healthy.
Demi Lovato , you're my inspiration ! I wished that I can hug you from Malaysia !
from Malaysia with love,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 7:07 pm.
Thursday, 8 March 2012
Assalamualaikum.
Here's a post for myself.
EYMAN !! Stop being so foolish , enterntaining your feelings towards your own bff. THINK POSITIVE EYMAN !! He is still you bff eventhough both of you are not in the same class anymore. REMEMBER EYMAN !! REMEMBER !!! Some things should be separated and believe me , your friendship is being judged by Allah right now. THINK POSITIVE EYMAN !! I know , deep in your heart , no one understands you , NOT EVEN YOU ! This is just some silly games played by those satans who wanted to ruin your friendship with your bff. Think positive lah Eyman , THINK POSITIVE. Remember , if you have problems , try and consult to your Ibu , I believe , she has the great idea of solving these kinds of problem. Believe me , believe me. Eyman , think positive , go and apologise to your other friends about what had happened just now, go. THINK POSITIVE !!
what we could have been, 4:22 pm.
Childrens , Womens , Mens , all of them have been his slave for more than 26 years. For more that 30 thousand childrens has been his sex slave and soldier. Kidnapping childrens from their parents , killing their parents after kidnapping their children is what he always do. Never intend of stopping it.
JOSEPH KONY
Just within a day , the whole world knows about him. When I first read about this , I kept thinking to myself , where is the Love ? Where is the Human Rights ? Why people were neglecting the Ugandans for more than 26 years ?
Dear People ,
THINK ! Don't you just ignore this post. We are living in a very peaceful country but yet , we need to help and save those kids who are trapped in those misery. Kids these days , playing with iPads , Galaxy Tabs , Blackberry Playbooks but those kids from Uganda ? They are being Joseph Kony's sex slave. The world should unite together against Joseph Kony. The Ugandans need their rights and need to be free from their 26 years of misery. Please think about our brothers and sisters out there while we're having fun in our own world , please think that our brothers and sisters are having a very rough time , for more than 26 years ! Stop whatever you are doing now and spend just a 30 minutes out of your 24 hours and watch this video
Please people , we should unite against Kony.
against J.Kony,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 12:21 am.
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
Here's a post from Tumblr that I found...
So it seems to be an occurring occurrence that I do not end up posting every Sunday like I’ve promised for the last two weeks. Do I have other priorities? Maybe. But I seriously thought after starting this blog I’d feel a sense of purpose, to give all of you something to look forward to. An advice blog, a funny blog, something to take away all the stresses that IU classes give us because let’s face it, this isn’t Ivy Tech. Alas, I have either forgotten to tell you any updates on my love life or it’s the fact that I don’t even have one anymore to write about. It is sad really that I do not have anything to give you, so instead of my own story I’m going to give you a good friend of mine. She doesn’t really know that I’m posting this story up yet so for now her name is going to be Glitter (obviously her stripper name if she were one).
So my good friend Glitter, she has had somewhat of a rough few weeks in the love department. To give you a little bit of an overview, she’s been accused of cheating, broken up with, been begged to give another chance, and proposed to…all by the same dirty scoundrel. So I’ve been helping her cope with all this mess for a while now and as the amazing friend I am I even invited her to get away from it all this spring break when she spends it with me in my hometown (and yes, my hometown is fucking awesome). But let’s go back. This isn’t the first time Glitter and the dirty scoundrel have gone through rough times, he’s been poisoning her with emotional abuse for quite a long time. So my advice to her was to think about herself and her future. As she is only nineteen she can’t possibly be thinking of marrying the guy that has given her so much pain the past year of her life. A woman in love, I don’t think she heard me the first couple of times.
Yet finally she understood what she had to do despite all the consequences that may come from it and told him that it was over. Dirty Scoundrel didn’t take it too well and everything almost turned into physical abuse but lucky for her and for everybody that loves her, that didn’t happen. If I had heard that he had even laid a finger on her I would have been calling the cops real quick. Anyway, Glitter’s story got me thinking about relationships and the potential abuses that can come from them. Physical abuse is one thing, and you can obviously tell when it’s happening to you, but Glitter was very unaware that she was being emotionally abused for a whole year. So are there no obvious signs to notice it yourself? Is it always going to be someone else telling you? And is that something someone actually wants to hear?
Emotional abuse is something that you can carry with you throughout your whole life and not even realize it. From one abusive relationship to another, you may be the cause of the abuse by bringing in your past. It’s time that we start looking for the signs so as not to poison all of our own relationships and doom them from the start. Glitter said that it was hard for her to hear that the man she loved had been hurting her this whole time. I could see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice that her heart was breaking when she finally saw her relationship clearly for the first time. I could imagine it would be hard for anyone, but “love is blind” is the most accurate statement ever made. I hope that in her future Glitter realizes that she deserves much better. She deserves someone that isn’t going to be constantly putting her down and leaving her heartbroken, but someone who is going to appreciate her even when she isn’t about to leave him. Girls, you should feel appreciated all the time and not just when he thinks he is about to lose you. That’s what love is. Appreciating every single moment you have with the person you care about most.
Love is blind
Eyman Asyraf.
what we could have been, 10:56 pm.
Sunday, 4 March 2012
* From Left : Amirul Hasan and Abdul Qayyum*
Assalamualaikum.
It has been almost 2 months since the juniors of the juniors which are le Form1 students came to STAR. Pejam celik pejam celik , IT HAS BEEN 4 YEARS SINCE I FIRST STEP INTO STAR. The revolutionary of my batch is , we are so much different from the other batch. Viiinairats ( Starian53 ) is the first batch who lived in the Matrix block. Okay okay , back to le topic.
The picture above , Amirul and Qayyum is my House Black juniors. Both of them are from Perak. Let me post some other juniors of my House Black.
Le Moir's Form1 Juniors,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 1:00 am.
Thursday, 1 March 2012
Dear Angry Malaysians ,
Why are you all commenting and judging about Erykah Badu's art ? I know there's Allah's name on he rbody but what if she did it because she wanted to express her love to god ? Why don't you all think about it carefully ? Why should you all cyberbully her by commenting things about her. WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE HER ? Are you some kind of GOD or just some typical Human being ? If you're god , one word , WOW ! I didn't know that our world is still in those old civilization where people commit themselves as God.
Why don't you all stop it. Everybody makes mistakes. Even our Rasulullah did make his own mistake. Why don't you all go and quickly repent before its too late ?
People , you all have to accept the truth. Some people may talk about our religion , yes , we should extinguish them from our sight but some of them tend to express their love to god in their own way. I admit , I do not know what Erykah Badu meant by painting her shoulder with Allah's name but for me , expression of love of our own god can be expressed in any way. As long as it does not intersect with the rules in our religion.
So , please Angry Malaysians , stop it. The more you judge , the more people hates Islam. Please , think wisely before you all talk/type. Do note that when you judge people badly , other people will judge about you.
Not a fan of Erykah Badu,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 6:04 pm.
Ignore the picture.
Assalamualaikum.
It was yesterday , at night I guess , I was busy preparing for the next day because I need to become a full time photographer for the Saringan STAR Gold Rush Athletic Circuit 2012. And yeah , it was very very tiring taking all of the pics. I guess , I've wasted 3gb out of 8gb from my memory card.
So what happened at that night ? I was charging my mp3 , my BlackBerry and my DSLR camera and suddenly I got this text message from my ex. She apologized at me , suddenly. I was shocked to get a text from her , apologizing at me.
Before that , I invited her to our STAR Sports Day this Saturday and when she replied to me , she replied as if I'm still her boyfriend. In fact , I don't like that kind of situation. I find that that kind of situation makes me wanna puke everything out starting from the rectum until my mouth. Okay , I over exaggerated.
First thing is , I don't like girls who broke my heart being all lovey dovey with me. Its not right when you have your own boyfriend and become friendly to everyone else , specifically , being lovey dovey. No , it is so damn wrong.
So , conclusion is , stop being all lovey dovey with your friends unless they all know who you really are. Because if they don't , then , you'll be bashed back again by your own friend.
woots ,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 1:00 am.
Assalamualaikum.
Recently , when I was outing with my driver to Ipoh Parade , I intend to buy some stationery at the Popular Bookstore. So , I chose some pens and a pencil box as my old one is going to die soon. Then , I bought some correction tape and some other things. I took out my BlackBerry to turn on some songs while queuing up. While I was queuing to pay the things that I chose , I heard the guy who queued in front of me said ,
" Budak zaman sekarang ni bertuah. Tengok kat belakang kita , pakai BlackBerry. Kita time dulu-dulu , mana ada guna handphone mahal-mahal. "
The moment I heard that sentence , I felt very furious. Why ? Know what , I bought this Blackberry by my own money which I save it from my local finance. I bought this Blackberry to made my life easier contacting people from the other part of the world so that I won't have to open the internet to socialize.
But what I don't understand is , why people these days can't cover their words up. I think they didn't know how to cover up their mouth from making some other people irritated. I just don't like people comparing me with some other kids. I am ME and they are themselves. They're not me nor I'm not them. So , that is the differences between me and other people.
I don't like people who thinks that I'm rich or whatever. I know that people in my school knows me well about my family but that doesn't mean that I'm rich or whatever. I'm not denying it but I just somehow hate those kind of statement. It irritates my ears a lot.
So , to those people who talks about other people by just judging their cover but not their contents , please , behave yourself. I'm not trying to change you into another person but please behave yourself as words is the most sharpest things in this world. It can irritate people more and kill them inside bits by bits.
insecure of other people ,
Eyman Asyraf
what we could have been, 12:00 am.
