Asyraf already thought about it. His guessed were right , it is reincarnation. Where someone's soul from the past was born again on somebody else's soul. That is why Nana happened to dreamed about someone's life. Because Cheryl Daniella experienced coma like Nana experienced. It's just the matter of time that differentiate their relationship of why Nana got reincarnated.

Nana was doing some research about Cheryl Daniella. Where she lives , where she was born , when did she got into the accident. Most of it was just about Cheryl Daniella's life. Nana wished that she can meet any of Cheryl's relative who is still alive by now. She wanted to solve what was Cheryl investigating while she was young , before she died.

Many things happen after Nana got out from the hospital. Every night , she dreamed about Cheryl and her life. She never find that that dream is a very excruciating pain. Nana wanted to solve it by herself. She don't want Cheryl's uncalm soul disturb her life , again. She doesn't want to see someone who is related to her life tend to be so miserable back then.

" Nana , it's maghrib already. Come , solat with us ? " Nana slowly open her eyes. The lamp on the ceiling was too bright. She adjusted her pupil eventually. It was Mama who asked her to join with her for solat.

After taking her wudhu' , she wore her telekung and start praying with Mama in her suite. Done with the prayer , she was touched by Mama's doa.

Assalamualaikum.

On the 16th of February 2012 at PWTC KL , there will be an event where it nominates all the blogger around Malaysia and to those who got into the finals , it will be announce at PWTC KL. The award is so called as World Bloggers and Social Media Awards 2012.

What made me want to join this kind of award ? Actually , I was having fun chatting on Facebook and suddenly , I received this one message from my very awesome adult friend , Kak Yulia Fajrin *click to see her blog* sent me about this award and asked me to vote for her. So , since that moment , I was so mesmerized with all of the categories for the bloggers to win and I decided to join.

I'm not putting my hopes up on winning anything , the main reason I joined this award is I want to have the experience on how to gain vote and campaign to gain votes for my blog. I want to see how many people actually like my blog and yeah , after that I will start on progressing my blog into a better one.

So , how to vote me ?

First of all , you need to sign up at the website *click to go to the website*. After you have signed up , you can click at ' Nominate and Vote ' . Where to find me ? Well , you have to choose the category first before you can vote me. So , which category I'm in ? I'm in the ' Upcoming Blogger Of The Year ' . There , you can find many blog link to be vote and mine is down down below. The last one I guess.

I'm not forcing you all to vote for me , NO , not at all. If you really want to vote for me , then Alhamdulillah. I don't want you all to vote for me because I force you to do so , No , I want you all to vote for me if you think I deserve to get your vote. This is your rights to vote or to not vote. I'm not furious if you didn't vote me . It's your choice.

Note that I join this just for fun. It's worth for a try , right ?

Assalamualaikum.

So , I guess all of you have been so boring reading my endless short story , is it ? Honestly , I don't look up on finding the ending to that story. Well , it maybe a long 'short-story'. I guess.

Honestly , for the past few days , I have been feeling dead. I have nothing to do. Then , I settled everything and yeah , because of it , I am smiling back again. I just don't know whether I'll be smiling back again. I mean , I've been always making other people smile and I left myself out. I left myself alone. So , because of it , I think I should stop making other people smile and start making myself smile again. Eventually , when I smile , I'll make others smile too !

I think , I didn't tell you all much more about me. I guess , it is the time already for me to tell many things about me. I mean , not writing a biodata about me but I reveal some things about me that people should know.

Should I tell you my full name ? My name is Eyman Asyraf Bin Masfazil. Most of my friend call me as Eyman. Don't tell me you don't know how to pronounce it ? It is pronounce as Iman , okaay ? I'm going to be 16 this year after 31st of May.

In class , there are 28 people of them and guess what , I am one of the most quiet person in the class. I don't like to talk to anyone if there is nothing important to talk about but I always talk to my bestfriend. Honestly , I am friendly to anyone and I sometimes tend to be over exaggerated and I always think small problem as a huge one while the huge one is a small problem. That is what I always tend to do. And yeah , you wouldn't have believe me if I say that I am quiet. Yeah , there's this one time where my class held a meeting to elect those hicom for my class and when it gets to me , Hasif said " Eyman , I know that you have a lot to say. Like the malay proverbs , ' Diam diam ubi berisi ' "

What more I should tell ? I love to write and I write when I'm free. So , how can I show you that I love writing ? Well , by blogging of course ! And yeah , I've recently made a short story which was a bit long and yet , with no ending. I am thinking about the ending actually. Oh , since you guys are reading this , why don't you suggest me the ending ? If I like it , then I can choose your ending and yeah , I'll give you a present. I am damn serious about this. So , how can you suggest ? Well , you can send in your suggestion at my Facebook , Eyman Asyraf Masfazil . I promise you to give you a present.

So , to you the readers out there , please , if you want to ask me anything , just ask me in Twitter of my Facebook. Click on the link given okaay ?

Everything went blur. Suddenly Daniella fainted in her room. Locked.

*Gasping for air

" Sayang , bawa bertenang. Mama is here. Alhamdulillah you finally wake up from your coma. Mama call Asyraf okay ? He'll be so excited. Dia risau sangat dengan kamu , Ilyana. " Mama told me. I was just going to open my eyes slowly.

" Maa , Nana confuse lah. Nana memang got into the accident ke ? What exactly happen ? "

" My dear Ilyana , no , you fainted in your room. Nana kan haritu merajuk sebab Mama tak bagi Nana keluar dengan Asyraf. Then Nana mogok , don't want to eat lah , apa lah. See , now this thing happen. Nasib baik Nana coma for just for a few days. " Mama explained everything. Nana nodded slowly. Then , who is Cheryl ? Who is Daniella ?

" Maa , can ask Asyraf to come ? I really need to talk to him , right now. " Nana asked. She sips the glass of water beside her. Slowly , it soothes her throat.

" Wait , Mama call Asyraf kejap. I'm sure he'll be fine. Nana , there's the spaghetti yang Mama masak. Your favourite kan ? " Nana nodded. There was it , the spaghetti. Same as what she saw during her coma state. She really wanted to tell to Asyraf what exactly happen during her coma state. She wanted to know everything. Like how Daniella told Darrius about what happened , the same thing Nana will tell Asyraf about what happened.

" Asyraf. Nana dah sedar. She wanted you to come to the hospital. She really wanted to see you right now. Please come ! " begged Mama.

" Daniella honey , eat something. Mommy has just cook you your favourite dish , the black pepper spaghetti. " The woman who called herself as 'Mommy' handed Cheryl a bowl of pasta. She got confused , wasn't her name is Cheryl ? Then , why did 'Mommy' called her as Daniella ? Cheryl can't think , her mind was full of everything.

After finishing her dinner. She walk to her room. She was very tired. Her bed was very tidy eventhough she has slept on it before. She take out everything from her bed. There was so many missed calls from one guy named ' Darrius Shepherd ' . Who is he ? She wanted to call back but the coverage there was very bad. So , instead of calling , she texted that ' Darrius Shepherd ' .

" Daniella honey ! Darrius's here. He wanted to see you ! Come down stair honey ! " Mommy instructed. Cheryl or as what Mommy called , Daniella make her way downstairs. She got confuse of what is happening.

" Thank god Dann , I was damn worried about you. I thought you were dead after the car crash. Why didn't you pick up my call ? " Suddenly , Darrius hugged her. She froze there. She didn't know what is happening right now. Darrius kissed her on her cheek. " I love you Dann , I can't live without you. You're my only girl in my heart. "

Now , she finally understand , Darrius is her fiancee. Although she was very confused , deep inside , she love how Darrius was being caring to her and his face , was so gorgeous.

" Darrius , I trust you. But honestly , I don't remember anything. Not even a single thing of my life. What i remembered was what happened to me before I went into the coma state. It's awkward. " Daniella finally get to speak fluently. She has been quiet for almost 2 weeks.

Darrius was there , listening to all of Daniella's story...

" Miss , you can go back home. The doctors have decided that you shouldn't stay at the hospital for too long. I've called a cab for you and he's waiting outside. Miss , you better pack all your things now," the Nurse told Cheryl. She just nodded softly. She don't know how to speak like how she used to. She can speak  but the words she wanted to use was always not the right words.

Slowly she step out from her bed. Her purse , her iPhone , all of her belongings were there. She put it into her bag. Slowly , she walk to the main entrance and search for the yellow cab. She seems lost. She was mesmerized by her crashed car across the road. Her car , genuinely crashed for no reason. She remembered about it but not about her family.

" Miss Cheryl , is it ? I'm David , the cab driver. I should go send you to your family host's house. They're waiting for you. " She nodded and got into the cab.

" It's a very long journey , miss. I'd suggest you take your nap. It maybe take around 4 hour to reach the destination. " She looked outside and saw a plain field of snow. She didn't know it was winter. Her eyes started to closing slowly. Soon , she fell asleep.

After a long sleep , she slowly open her eyes. She realises that she arrived at the destination already. And she's not in the cab , she's in her room. There was everything. The food , drinks , TVs , Macbook , almost everything were there in her room.

*Knock knock

" Are you up yet , my deary little Cheryl ? We all have been waiting for you. " the voice of a woman that Cheryl doesn't recognize. Slowly , she opens the door. Suddenly , a woman in a bright red dress was standing infront of her , smiling broadly.

" Give your mommy a hug ! I missed you so much. I know that you got into an accident but I just don't know where was the hospital. I am terribly sorry " Cheryl nodded slowly. She didn't understand at all. Is the woman is really her biological mother. Her face wasn't even the same as that woman. She didn't think it was real.

It was a long day from school , Cheryl was driving home after dusk. She usually study with her friends at the library balcony while watching some people passes by one by one. She never miss her cup of hot chocolate , ordered from the library's cafe. Her attention always got distracted by that hot chocolate but still , her focus isn't losing , even a bit. But , that day , she doesn't know what got into her. She doesn't feel the same towards what she was studying and what she was drinking. Her mind , her soul and her body , not balanced at all. She tried to control the steering wheel but unfortunately she can't. Not that she was dizzy but she can't even control her body. It was like she was just by her soul , seeing others controlling her body. She hit the tree and bled her head.

Her eyes open slowly. The lights are too bright which makes Cheryl closes her eyes back again. There are so many voices , it's like she's in a very crowded place. She smelt something , very rare to her nose. She touches her head , " Ouch ! " .

" Miss , please do not touch your head. It may bleed again. You have been in coma state for almost a week after you got into an accident. Thank god you came alive back. But none of your family member came. Do you have any relatives here ? "

She shook her head. She didn't remember anything. She didn't remember of having anyone who is close to her at all. It's like she have been lobotomized by the doctors , or even the person who made her crashed in the accident. She needs the water , her throat are like the desert , dry and hot. Her finger pointed out to the glass full of water. The doctor looked and handed her the glass. She drank it slowly.

" She doesn't even have any of her relatives here. I don't think she's from here. But how she ended up in the hospital ? We didn't even got a call from anyone. " the doctor argued about Cheryl. Cheryl heard it as it was very loud eventhough it was from the other side of the room. She sips the water slowly. She didn't want her drinks to finish.

Assalamualaikum.

So , today I had called one of my awesome-est girl friend ever in my whole entire life in the universe *am I exaggerating ? LOL * , Her name's Farah Najwa Aidil Fithri and I called her as Faje.

So , I called her around 11.30 pm and talked for an hour I guess. Talked a lot. Talked about school , about our friend and more. And yeah , I really like her voice , like I told her , her voice soothes my ear. She's nice and all and yeah , I like her way of being so friendly to all. Yeah , she's being nice to everyone and I like it. Well , I didnt know you like Mamak's Mee so much like I do. Yeah , I like roti bom too ! I am looking forward on meeting you this HKSBP and I'm sure you'll be in the team , your school team !

to Faje ,

  Get well soon ! Your demam dah okay but your tonsils and your flu , jaga , minum air banyak2 and dont telan your kahak. Try to buang and sneeze out all of your mucus. I dont want you to be sick. And yeah , you made me all worried when Ana * until now , I yet to know her real name and her full name * told me about you're being sick , I cant sleep that night. Luckily my dorm-slash-debat bestfriend calm me down. And also Ahmad Aiman. Yeah . If you're reading this , GET WELL SOON !

Assalamualaikum.

How do you define 'Life' ? Haven't it ever popped into your mind before ? Or , you didn't wanna think about it because you think life is boring ? For me , life is never boring and enjoy your day till the very end.

Before I proceed , this post was inspired by Luqman's speech last wednesday.

So , what is Life ? Life is everything that is living around us whether it is human or not. For instance , flowers and bees are life too. Everyone does not experience the same thing like anyone else , they have their own story and that story makes their life either happy or sad. We will never run away from problems and no one in this world have no problems eventhough they'll say ' no problem ' , there will still be a problem. And that problem will colour your life.

Everyday , Life is like a plain canvas , you yourself paint it in every way that you like it whether black and white , blue and red or even rainbows ! Sometimes , we wanted to paint our plain canvas rainbow but instead , it turn out to be black and white or just remain plain. Not everyday will make us happy and not everyday will make us sad. Everyday is a work of art. Here's a song .

Assalamualaikum.

for the past few weeks , I have been dull. I don't know what to do. What I did was my homeworks , tweeting and texting Anna ( Faje's friend ) . It's been a dull year , ever.

I've been planning to go out with Nana and Fik but suddenly , there was a change of plan. Both of them can't hang out and so do I. I just hated what has been happening to my life. I hated the reason why I can't be happy anymore. Yes , I've met the perfect girl for me but yet , she's not ready.

I just don't understand why 'he' hated me so much. Well , I don't care about him. Not important at all.

Well , nothing much makes me happy. There were several things that makes me smile but others , not at all. I just wished that some miracles will happen in my life. I just loved my past life. No intention of redone my past but yeah , moving on is the best solution.

Even tweeting doesn't make me smile anymore. It used to but now it's over. Like I said , my life is very dull.

So , yeah.

What I'm going to do is , just text someone and move on.

p/s : I'm listening to One Direction

Assalamualaikum.

It has been a few days since I last blogged.

I actually doesn't know what was his problem with me but what I know is that he hates me a lot. I don't know why , but he hates me without any reason. So , he's my dorm prefect and been very damn friendly to every dormmates except me and my other 2 close friend.

Well , if you read every post in my blog , 'he' refers to the post about me in the school bahas team. Yeah , the one who goes against all the golden rules in KDBM STAR.

So , last Wednesday , our school have this co-curricular day to choose your president in Uniform units , Clubs and Sports Club. So , he suddenly got into BM Society and tried to persuade Black on electing him for becoming one of the AJK. But alhamdulillah , Black hated him as much as how I hate him so Black doesn't wanna elect him. He's been very boastful to every person he met after he was chosen to become a prefect. I just hated him because it is unfair for me if he was chosen as one of the AJK instead of me because I have been in the BM Society for almost 3 years and he , not even a month !

But for me , eventhough he hates me so much , I'll just move on. Why ? Because he's not important in my life as if he hates me , I'll never gets to eat for a year , NO , he does not effect my life at all.

Assalamualaikum.

So , basically yesterday was Friday the 13th. I read from the apps in my friend's phone called " 5001 Fun Facts " and it said that if the starting of the month is Sunday , the Friday will end up on the 13th. So , yeah.

So , yesterday night I called 2 of my friend. The coolest of all. They're Farhana Faiz and also Farah Najwa.

I called Naa (Farhana) first. I think it was a 45 minute call. But it got interrupted when mother nature's started to call me and I had to go to the toilet. And we continued our phone call 2 minutes later. I talked a lot with her. Almost everything that popped in my mind , I told her. She's amazing , most amazing girl friend I've ever had. We talked about things that happen in my life and also her life. Well , it was actually my first time calling her. At first it was very awkward but after that , I get the hang of it. Yeah , she knows that I like 'herr' a lot. She knows about it.

Then , I called Faje (Farah) and it started with a very slight misunderstanding. I called her Faje with a silent 'E' and it pronounced as Faj. She laughed out loud and I confessed that I didn't know how to pronounce her nickname. Then , I asked her out for this Chinese New Year holiday but it turned out that she won't be at home during those holidays. It's okay , there'll be another time. She's in the basketball and I will pray for her that she'll be in the basketball team. I'm sure that she will. One thing I can't wait was for the HKSBP event. I just wanna meet her there. Maybe give her some morale support. I told her that I'm a type of person who likes to listen to people's story and give them support. She told me that I can become her personal ' pakar motivasi ' for her. I laughed , she's very sweet. Adorable of course !

So , I basically like the type of person who always cheer me up. One thing that I know about Faje is that she's very serious when it gets to serious things. I like her style and her way of handling things. And yeah , can't wait to meet her in HKSBP.

Oh yeah , I've sent to her a parcel of present and she told me that she liked it so much. She told me that it was her first Dooodolls ever ! Yesterday , she told me that she named it as Ash. And yeah , that name was a bit similar to my second name , Asyraf.

One thing that I remembered from yesterday was ,

Assalamualaikum.

I'm having a flu right now and guess what , IT SUCKS A LOT ! Despite my flu , I'm very happy for this week. But that is not what I'm going to talk about in this post.

Okay , Have you ever heard the terms of ' Aurat ' before ? Well , I hate making myself into a translator so I just use the word in Malay. Do you know that aurat is important in our daily life ? Have you ever think about what i consequences of leaving your aurat open ?

Before I go further , I'm not preaching any of the readers but I just wanted to spill out my opinion about aurat. To guys who always play football or any other sports and leaving their aurat open , I'm not preaching you , neither to the girls who didn't wear scarf.

Aurat is important. It is compulsory for us , the human beings to close our aurat. For Men , the area of their aurat is from your belly button to your knees. While for Women is everywhere except your face and your hands. To those who know about this , please , please don't leave your aurat open.

Here are the consequences of leaving your aurat open , you'll get sins every second when you leave your aurat open. You'll attract guys or girls into doing sins such as having sex. Yes , it can happen. Even the homosexual sex can occur by just leaving your aurat open.

Here's some fact , in United States , 2003 , a 15 year old boy named Ryan Mulligan was raped by a guy which is his babysitter. Why ? He told that his babysitter was a gay and while he was sleeping , he left his door open and sleep wearing just an underwear. In China , 2007 , a 17 year old girl , Qing Hui had sex with her own father after her father saw her in her room without wearing anything , not even a thread.

So , to prevent those thing from happen into your life , please , just close your aurat everytime , even when you're in your home. Because , the satan will always try to make us into making big sins.

I'm not forcing you into wearing your hijab , or preventing you from playing football with long pants. You know what , people nowadays wear hijabs as it is a popular trend in 2011/2012. If you wanna play football with your short pants , wear an inner layer such as a tight so that it can cover your aurat from being exposed. And do note that if your wear some fit outfit that will make your bodyline appear , it is equal to leaving your aurat open to. Get it ?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

7th January , each year I celebrate with just a cake and some soda drinks , in my parent's room , while watching tv. Since 2009 , it all began to change. No more celebrating 7th January in parent's room , no more cake since I'm no longer living in the house , since I was registered to a boarding school.

7th January , the date where each year , my mom's age increases. The date where each year my mom renew her resolution. The date where me and my sister wishes her ' Happy Birthday , Ibu ! '

Ibu ,
   Thank you for being my mom , I can never imagine somebody else take over your place as my mom. Yes , when I was young , I always wished that I will have some other different mom but guess what , I am grateful to have you as my mom. You're irreplaceable. Ibu , I wonder why , just now , when I texted you , I cried. I just can't believe that you've just turned 42 and you grow older. I just can't believe that you have been with me for almost 16 years already. The wrinkle on your face , don't ever try to dispose it , it actually make me realize that you're no longer young. You're getting older and need rest from things happen everyday. I promise , I will become a great Syari'e Lawyer and make you proud. I'll never make you down. Whatever happens Ibu , I always love you and you'll never can be replace. You're in my heart , forever and always.

Assalamualaikum.

Just a quick post. Like I said , I am very busy for this year and I'm going to have a really hard times in school.

Today , the day where all the Sekolah Berasrama Penuh registered , I have a tragic moment. I was watching movies with my friends and while I was searching the seats in the cinema hall , suddenly I bumped into a seat and found out that my blackberry's screen *the LCD* has cracked. I was dying to not buy a new blackberry but I wonder , why does this tragedy happens to me ?

Maybe , there's some things that I haven't do , yeah , my puasa nazar for PMR still yet to done it. Yeah , now , I'm collecting my money to buy a new blackberry bold 2. Guys and girls who are reading this tragic post about what has just happen , please pray for me. :'(

So , what's up people ? Me ? I'm just back from KLCC. Yeah , I celebrated my New Year with my family at KLCC. It was not on purpose actually , I didn't even planned on going to KLCC for New Year celebration. And yeah , I just got back from KLCC and now at my home sweet home , Ipoh.

I don't know why , I have butterflies in my belly. I'm nervous for no reason. Oh well , maybe I'm nervous of 2012 ? Maybe ? Well , I've turned into a form4 student already and so do all of my friends of 96's.

Geez , I'll be going back to school on this monday , 2nd of january and have fun with my bffs. Have loads to tell them. And I'll be waiting for new form4 students to register in our school. Can't wait for them *lol , usually we hates freshies so much*

Honestly , I miss 2011 so much , I miss the excitement of being a form 3 student in STAR. I miss the days when I had to go through the exams of PMR. I miss the days when I used to be the teacher's pet to Puan Faizah. I miss the days and night life with Amirul Rosli (Black). I miss the days with Emil. I miss the day when me , Farhan , Black and Emil went for a bowling game. I miss the time of handling Pesta Bahas with Black. I miss the time where I used to be in a relationship. I miss the days when I always text her. I , urgh , miss everything lah. Not a single thing in 2011 I'll never miss.

So , since 2012 has just arrived , here's my wishlist of 2012 :

• Study smart in 2012 and score in every exams !
• Improve myself in bahas
• Go to Mekah for Umrah
• Jaga my blackberry elok2 in school.
• Save a lot of cash
• Get to know 'her' better
• Wanna go to SSP Carnival 2012
• Prepare for SPM 2013
• Make parents happy
• Tutor my 12y/o sister for UPSR

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