Tuesday, 3 July 2012
Things turn the same way as how I experience it. I know, you cared for me so much and I do care about you. But yeah , I guess , we are not meant to be together. I remembered once there was a guy in my life who told me that a bestfriend could never be in love. I never meant to hurt you but I have to back out from this kind of problem. I am sorry. I am terribly sorry. I know , you cared for me and you wanted this kind of decision too. I am not the type of guy who would make a girl cry , no , that is totally not me. Its okay, I understand your situation. I think , being single is cool enough for me. Know what, people are talking about me and you in my school. Honestly, I am proud of having you but since that I have no choice, I have to make my own decision. If you are reading this, then , its fine. I just want to back off so that you can live better. But you know, there's a risk in this. Everything might turn 180 degrees as I said. Everything might turn into an awkward situation. I don't want that to happen but that will always happen after any relationship. I am afraid of it too because you are so cool to me but when I am done paying you back the debts , I consider myself to back off from your life. I had to make this decision so that I can focus back into my reality in school. Sometimes, I do think about me and you but I just don't know. I am afraid of this, again because I don't want things to happen again in my future life. Well, if like this, I don't wanna be in any relationship lah.
Yes , Demi , you are right. So, to you, enjoy your life. I am backing off from your life so that you can live a better life. Thank you for being so caring to me. Thanks a lot! And hey, keep on debating ! Just, remember, if you have these kind of problems in your future, face it. If you are evading it, it will give a huge impact to your life and the 2nd person's life. Remember this :
All diamonds are the same but they are unique.
Thank you again. And hey, I am still you friend. Thank you ^^
honesty is my policy,
Eyman Asyraf Masfazil
what we could have been, 12:22 am.
