Monday, 4 June 2012

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Beneficent

Assalamualaikum.

I guess , I have talked about love in a post long time ago. No, this time , I am not going to tell you how to handle your feelings but I am going to talk about my feelings. I've just realise , people doesn't know about my feelings towards other people through my blog. No , I didn't mean that I am going to post about each and every girl that I like but I am going to talk about whether I should or should not fall in love.

Some people always ask ,

" So , how are you and her ? "

" Did you confess ? "

" Things getting better , kan ? "

etc etc

Honestly, I did confess but I didn't want anything to change so I stop. But she did say that I am her closest friend in STAR and I did not expect anything from her. She is awesome and all but at some point , I just don't feel that she is for me. My sister and my mom keep mocking me about her. I don't know , I don't wanna fall in love to her now. I don't think its the right moment to fall in love since that both of us just ended our life from being in a relationship , to being single. She was once with a guy for 3 years while I was with my ex for 4 years. 

I am finding a girl but this girl should be my love of my life. Means , she will stay with me until Jannah. And that's why I am now single and yet , making myself unavailable. I know , there is someone who likes me and all but I just don't know, I don't wanna get involve in this puppy love , again. 

So , the question now is , Love , Yes or No ?

let me think about it,

Eyman Asyraf Masfazil

what we could have been, 7:08 am.