Sunday, 13 May 2012

In The Name of Allah, The Most Beneficent and Most Merciful.

Assalamualaikum.

How are you ? I am here with the most pleasure of living in this beautiful world created by Allah S.W.T. For those who don't know, I guess I should tell all of you, the one who always read my blog. Insyallah, in 2 days time, I'll be going to Jeddah to perform my umrah with my family and some of my mom's friends. My flight will be at 3.20pm at KLIA on the 15th of May 2012 until the 25th of May 2012. 

Honestly, my family, especially both of my mom and dad prepared so many things before going for our first time ever of performing umrah together. I am very happy for this kind of moment, spending our 10 quality days for praying , reciting the Koran , perform our sunat prayers , our Tawaf Sunat and many more. There were many things that I also prepared myself especially on my personal doa. Insyallah, this umrah will be my first and ever of my Mabrur Umrah. With hope that all of my sins will be forgiven by the Most Gracious and Most Merciful.

Deep inside, I am honestly sad. My heart is crying out loud and it pumped so hard. I am so anxious to go there but with the same feeling of fear to meet Him. Last week, I fully utilized my days in school, praying that everything will be fine. But at one point, I suddenly felt that my time is almost up. I don't know, I might die during my umrah, who knows ? Maybe yes, maybe no. Only Allah knows the right time for me to leave. I cried , cried a lot on last Friday. I don't want that that Friday will be my last time of meeting my friends in school especially Emil , Amirul , Farhan , Fadhil , Wandin , Amjad , Fikri and many more. They were the one who always treat me like I am their own true friend. Hope that I will meet you all soon after I arrive back to Malaysia.

There's nothing much I wanna ask from all of you. I want all of my readers to pray for me and my family's safe journey to and back from Umrah, a safe and easy of performing my Umrah and *insert any personal Doa of yours here* . 

It is hard for me to take everything easy but I believe in Allah that everything will be fine, Insyaallah.

Sincerely,

Eyman Asyraf Masfazil

what we could have been, 9:01 pm.