Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday , I was busy studying with my friend at Surau. Suddenly , he asked us 

" Weh , don't you miss our time when we were in form 1 ? When we ran around the block chasing each other. When we got the 100 push ups for punishment of being late for Subuh. When we fought with each other ? When we used to get push ups again as our punishment for being late to prepare for solat Jumaat ? I miss those days. "

Suddenly , I realise , I've been missing those days so much. I hate the facts that I've been in my school for almost 4 years. It was like yesterday , I registered in Sekolah Tuanku Abdul Rahman , Ipoh with the registration number of 9956 , got into Dorm 3 Matrix with Abang Mamak as my dorm prefect. Not to mention that I'm the dorm leader that time. Miss that day so much. I remembered when we got into troubles , we'll have a meeting conducted by Abang Mamak. He was so fierce that everybody don't even dare to make many mistake. I remembered the day when we got into that one meeting with Abang Mamak , it was so quiet and suddenly Bob farted so loud , don't ask me about the smell , HORRIBLE ! 

I just can't believe that I'm now a senior , senior to all my juniors. I'm going to lead the school in 2013. I'm going to lead all my juniors towards a better lifestyle. But , I just can't handle it , it's hard for me to handle everything by my own. Having that kind of job is very tough for me , not only that , even for all of my batchmates. 

I seldom hang out with my dorm mates and now , I kinda feel that I hate my dorm so much as how I hate my nemesis. I've turned into a quiet boy since then. I never talked to any of my dorm mates unless there's this important things to talk.

Same goes to my relationship with my ex. It has been almost 4 months since we broke up. I'm lonely indeed but I have that friend who is willing to hear every story that I wanna tell. She is so great and awesome , always wanna hear what I'm going to talk about. Sometimes , I even helped her in debat problems or giving her some of my opinion. 

So now , I think I should move on with my life. Wish that everything in the future will be perfect , yeah , I know , nothing is perfect but I'll define 'perfect' with my own way.

i'm hungry..

Eyman Asyraf