Assalamualaikum , tak jawab dosa , jawab sayang. Okay , I'm getting used to it now. So , the main purpose of me writing a new post is to talk about crush.

Well , Crush has many meanings. It depend on that particular person to define it. As for me , Crush is a person that we like but he or she didn't know about it. He/she maybe treat us just like normal friends but for us , we keep that feeling which is ' love ' just to ourselves. 

Sometimes , the feeling that we have on our crush , for me , I expressed it on my Twitter , blogs and to my BFFs. Well , I didn't mention her name but I just mention that I have a crush on her , that's it.

Have you ever stalk you crush's Facebook ? Twitter I guess ? oh , maybe his/her blog ? Don't lie la that you never stalk on you crush. Everyone do stalk on their crush , same like me. But for me , I didn't keep that feeling forever though , because I sometimes judge myself.

Yes , for me , the first step to make yourself realize that you're not worth for her is ask yourself those questions. Yes , it works for me. Nehh , unless if you really like that girl and she also like you , then go for it lah. Seriously , don't waste your time waiting for some girls who don't like you. If you ever found the gir of your dream and she , too , like you , go for it. 

In my opinion , when we're in our teenager lifestyle , it is actually good for us to have at least one experience in having a relationship with girls. Why ? Because , when we have that experience , we can applicate it into our adulthood. Yes , being in a relationship teaches us a lot. Like me , I've been in a relationship for almost 4 years but it ended around last month. Who cares about what happen , what we should care is about what we have learn from there. 

From that 4 year relationship , I learn to be loyal , honest , believe your partner etc etc. Eh , when did we change our topic ?

Sorry guys , so , back to our topic. Crush .

So , to those who is in crush on somebody , like I said , ask yourself the question on top. Unless that she like you too , then go for it lah.

Whoa , don't be too fast. Can't tell you. Should be a secret for me. Well , before any question goes on , I should stop here.

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in a crush,

Ey Asyraf