Dear You,

Thank you for making me happy for the past 4 years. Thank you for making me realize that I should not treat woman that way. Thank you for everything. So , yeah , I am still single , but I don't care about having a relationship. Yeah , I know you have a new boy in your life. But it's okay , I do respect your decision. Until today , I wonder , why did you leave ? Am I being a jerk ? Am I being too easy on you ? Am I not good enough for you ? Nehh , it doesn't matter to me anymore. I just wished I can find some other girls just like you. It's okay for you to be my first ex , it's okay. I know , you had gone through a lot. I don't know whether I am not that caring to you or not but some of my girl friend says that I am too caring. I cried a lot , lately. My life got boring since you left me. Honestly , yeah , much more boring than ever. But what to do , I need to carry on with my life. Do you still remember the first time we met ? At the Didik Camp ? Yeah , a few months before UPSR. Still remember that you were the one who sent me the letters while we were busy focusing in the camp ? Still remember that you were the one who gave your numbers to me ? Yeah , I cried about it. I know , I'm a guy , should not be crying about that. So , you still remember our first date ? Not the time when I was wearing my school uniform and we went to watch Pisau Cukur , no , not that time. Ala , the time when we go for a date at Ipoh Parade to watch New Moon together ? Oh yeah , still remember the time when we were in the cinema ? We ate Kit Kat together. Oh yeah , last year , remember the time when we went to watch Percy Jackson ? Yeah , your friend keep looking at us while we hold our hand in the cinema , I still remember her look in the eyes. Yeah , I still. This year , still remember the time when we went out together at Jusco in June ? Yeah , you with your friends. And also the conflict of your friends which I was the one who solved it. Yeah , I know , we watched movies separately. And hey , Hasif was there too. Haha , that's how Aqilah fall in love again with him. But who cares about them ? So , still remember the time I confess to you about me using you pictures as my Blackberry wallpaper for almost two months ? Know what ? I still keep that picture in my phone. Not going to delete it though. Remember the time when I gave you my mp3 so that you can listen to all of my favourite song ? Yeah , you still have it while I'm here , keep changing my ipods and mp3s. I just wished that everything can turn into memories of us , the love that I've been cherished for 4 years :') . 

Dear you , I forgive you. I forgive you a long time ago , but... I just want to keep that secret just with me. I think , it's the time where you should know about it. Thank you .

:') ,

Ey Asyraf.