Tuesday, 20 December 2011

Assalamualaikum.

Yeah , that's Fitrie Roslan , a friend of mine from twitter. Follow him ! 

To Fitrie , sorry , aci amik je gambar kau then post kat blog aku. Sebab cool gila , tu aku amik. Heheh

Okay , back to my topic here. 

I actually , realize that I've made my biggest mistake. Yes , my biggest mistake ever. I repeat , E-V-E-R , EVER. It involves about my feelings about someone. Yeah. 

So , as you all know , I've been single for almost 3 months now. I've been lonely actually , for 3 months but I know , Allah is there by my side. 

Recently , I confessed to a girl that I like her , I LIKE her , not love her but I don't know why I confessed. It was like , not me , I don't even remember confessing to a girl about I like her. Yeah , what I remember was , I called her , why am I so stupid that I confess to her ? I didn't even have that real feeling towards her. I don't wanna make her hating me if I tell her that it was just a game. I AM SO STUPID !!!

Honestly , I'm not ready for any relationship. I want to be with my friends , just my friends. I wanna be friends with all , I don't wanna be in any relationship. It makes me weak actually. To the girl I confessed , I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feeling.

I can't think straight. Yes , seriously. Just so you know , I'm not ready for having any relationships. I don't wanna hurt my feelings and also someone else's feeling. Hope you all understand.

im sorry,

Ey Asyraf.

what we could have been, 10:22 pm.