
I'd do anything to catch your eyeSo you could see me in a different light
have you ever take your guts out to say something to someone? and that someone is sometimes maybe your friends who you steal something from him/her ? nehh , i was just asking , no offense. well , what's up with my case ?
guts , its a hard thing to take out from our mind. we take out all of our strength for a moment and confess to someone about something. the moment you're taking your guts out , you hesitate whether what you are doing is the best for you or not.
i actually had a crush on this girl. i called her many times and we even talked up to 4hours yesterday ! we talk about everything including about my ex and her ex too ! after we had our conversation , i kinda realise that my feelings are blooming. i think i fell in love with her. then , i tweeted with my twitter BFF and talk about this , whether i should just confess at her or just sit down and quiet. my friend said that i should just confess at her about my feeling towards her.
last night , i started texting her. then i confessed. she thought i was making a joke and i replied that i'm not going to kidding her.
" i'm speechless eyman "
why did i fell for her ? she gives me a different vibe of love not like other girls out there. she's kind , happy-go-lucky but she's sad , and i wanna make her smile again :)
" You , would you please be my girlfriend ? "
" eyman , give me some time okay ? "
and yes , it took my guts out to tell her that i love her. it's really hard to express your love to someone who you had a crush on.
i think i should stop now. its 4am.
p.s : let's just say she rejected me.
rejected , Ey Asyraf
what we could have been, 3:47 am.