Wednesday, 28 December 2011

The day I first met youYou told me you never fall in loveBut now that I get youI know fear is what it really was

Now here we are, so closeYet so far, haven't I passed the testWhen will you realizeBaby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heartI wanna give your heart a breakI know you're scared it's wrongLike you might make a mistakeThere's just one life to liveAnd there's no time to wait, to wait

So let me give your heart a breakGive your heart a breakLet me give your heart a breakGive your heart a break

Oh, yeah yeah

A Sunday, you went home aloneThere were tears in your eyesI called your cell phone, my loveBut you did not reply

The world is ours, if you want itWe can take it, if you just take my handThere's no turning back nowBaby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heartI wanna give your heart a breakI know you're scared it's wrongLike you might make a mistakeThere's just one life to liveAnd there's no time to wait, to wait

So let me give your heart a breakGive your heart a breakLet me give your heart a breakYour heart a breakThere's just so much you can takeGive your heart a breakLet me give your heart a breakYour heart a break

Oh, yeah yeah

When your lips are on my lipsAnd our hearts beat as oneBut you slip right out of my fingertipsEvery time you run

Don't wanna break your heartI wanna give your heart a breakI know you're scared it's wrongLike you might make a mistakeThere's just one life to liveAnd there's no time to wait, to waitSo let me give your heart a break

Cuz you've been hurt beforeI can see it in your eyesYou try to smile it awaySome things you can't disguiseI don't wanna break your heartBaby, I can ease the ache, the ache

So, let me give your heart a breakGive your heart a breakLet me give your heart a breakYour heart a breakThere's just so much you can takeGive your heart a breakLet me give your heart a breakYour heart a break

The day I first met youYou told me you never fall in love

Give Your Heart a Break by Demi Lovato

Assalamualaikum.

I isolate myself from the crowd , turn my iPod on and scroll down to Demi Lovato and click to Give Your Heart a Break. I put it on repeat. It has a really deep meaning , honestly. I adore her so much , I just can't believe that she is so much better than she used to , I really adore you , Demi Lovato.

2011 , a year full of memories

This song resembles me as ' You ' in this song , I went through the hard times with her , good time too ! Finally , after I sat for my PMR exam , there's the decision. To choose or to not choose , To continue or to not continue , To love or to not love , To share or to not share and most importantly , To sacrifice or to not sacrifice.

Decisions , the hardest part of all , I don't think I'll remember it in the future but I hope I take this one day to remember it and banish it after that. I look up to myself , life must go on eventhough bad things happen. No matter how hard it is for you to accept it , life must go on.

I remember that Sunday , those misscalls. Eventually I ignored it. It's not the time for me to accept it. Accept the fact that she's leaving me. I took my time , think of what I should do ? Decision , to whether sacrifice or to not sacrifice. I decided , I sacrifice for my own sake , else , worst thing will happen. The 2 hour call was epic , never knew that I took that 1 half hour to explain how miserable I am without her , how disappointed I am with her.

Now , I found a girl , who eventually makes me happy. And I realize that she really does appreciate me. Just wait for the time , it's not suitable yet for me. I am not ready for anything. I don't want to disappoint anyone , I don't want myself to be disappointed. But , deep inside , I know that she can give my heart a break. Yes , the day I first met her , she told me she never falls in love.

I'll remember her birthdate , I'll give her present. I'll make her happy. I'll love her. I'll make her smile.

She can ease my ache...

I think I'm done.

:') ,

Eyman Asyraf.

what we could have been, 4:33 am.