it has been awhile since i wrote in my blog. well , actually i deleted my past blogs because it doesnt suit me well. dont you wanna have some drinks ? *gulpgulpgulp* phew , that was a nice frappucino ! i stayed up late and never gone to sleep yet. yes , 24 hours of not sleeping + drinking some coffee does not make me feel sleepy. 

so , what got into me to create a new blog ? i decided to express all my feelings + some experience in the form of writing rather than recording videos to post on youtubes. it feels awkward when you see yourself in the web , talking to no one *as if talking to the viewers* . it does !  believe me , you will feel like deleting all the videos that you have made when you posted on the youtube after you see yourself in the video *except cameo ones !* 

so , who inspired me to get back to the old days of me , writing in my blog ? actually , everyone inspires me ! yes , EVERYONE ! thank you , everyone ! *clapclapclap* wait a sec *gulpgulpgulp* haa , refreshed ! 

i started hearing my ipod and this song *which currently plays in my blog* makes me realise that i have left my blog dusty. fyi , this song is the first song that i ever posted in my first blog that i have ever made ! so , dont catch me ! ahaks*

before i go , i need you *the readers* to know that i am currently having some depression and trauma. i will tell you in my next post ! 

gotta go,

Ey Asyraf.